You might not be still present in my life anymore,
But you're still here in my heart.
All the times we laughed, all the times we talked.
I guess you just have forgot.
I remember when you were outside alone at midnight,
You wanted to die that night and I remember thinking that you just might.
I was the only one who stayed and constantly reminded you ..
"You're worth way more than you think you do!"
And I told you everytime you feel like you're about to give up,
That I would be right there to hold your hand through all the fuck ups.
You were my bestfriend..
Now you're nothing but just another beautiful thing that didn't have a happy end.
Sometimes I type up paragraphs to you but they all go unsent.
I'm nothing to you ; you think of me as just another thing you regret
I am sorry for the things I said to you a few days prior.
I did not mean any word I told you.. I just couldn't accept that you were the one who lit our memories up in flames.
I couldn't accept that you don't care if you were the one to blame,
I wish that I could accept that there's never going to be a day where you're ever going to feel the same.
But here I am, finally now I realize that this whole time when I thought I knew you, I was only mistaken.