Only Seventeen
Wake up everyday.
Get dressed everday.
Go to school everyday.
Hide everyday.
I was young,
Innocent,
Naive.
It happened to me.
I didn't know it was wrong.
It scars me.
I was older,
No longer innocent,
Still naive.
It happened again.
Only worse.
My parents find out,
I begin my spiral down hill.
Only a tween.
Regaining my innocence,
My naivity growing as well.
Depression,
Alone,
Suicide.
My parents find out,
The spiral moves faster.
A teen.
Not innocent.
Still naive.
They all whispered sweet nothings.
They all said "I love you".
As if it is okay to use a young girl.
A naive girl.
A borken girl.
They claimed they would help me.
They claimed that I needed them.
That I wouldn't survive without them.
Soon enough I was alone.
Seen as a slut,
A whore to my community.
Seen as a disappointment to my family...
Or so I thought.
I faced many trails.
Trails I can not bear to tell.
I am Seventeen.
Depression,
Anxiety,
Lonliness.
However,
At Seventeen.
I have have paved a new path.
I have succeed in defeating my demons.
Joy,
Love ,
Family.
I am only Seventeen.
Yet I am only who I am,
And who I am, it still growing.