Every day, every hour, every minute, every second
It follows me
It surrounds me when I wake up
It follows me throughout the day
It haunts me at night
My mind is distracted by it
It talks to me, leaving me unable to hear anything else
It doesn't leave me alone
Yet somehow I still feel completely alone
I'm stuck in this place
I've lost hope
I cry out to my God
What good will come of this?
Haven't I been patient enough?
I need answers
I need someone to catch these tears cause this pillow just isn't enough
Where are you God?
Why won't you help me?
Make it stop
I wait for the answers that nobody can seem to give
The screams of pain are getting louder in my ears
It's no wonder that the answers are something that I cannot hear