Pain hurts

 

Secrets KILL

 

No one has felt pain until you've felt what I feel.

 

Scared to open up

 

Scared to reveal

 

What's been hunting me for over 8 years.

 

Trusting someone could be the end of me

 

The wrong move could kill me!

 

Scared to say what's wrong is slowly peeling me

 

I've been taken advantage of

 

DO YOU NOW FEEL ME?

 

Now I reveal hints

 

Not the full truth

 

Hopefully this saves me and you !

 

I can't give up

 

NOT NOW

 

NOT NEVER!

 

What doesnt kill you makes you stronger 

 

And will soon take me to heaven!

 

I often Wonder how to tell

 

but something keeps chiming in telling me NO

 

not yet don't do it!

 

Is it not my time to confess and let it flow?

 

I always ask WHY ME?

 

I've been put through the most BS that could ever be

 

I guess it's not my time because PAIN STILL LIES AND SECRETS STILL FLY!

 

But one day , just one day I WONT LIE!