The Painting
The tenderly shadowed man of the solemnly desolate night
Fixed his structured eyes upon his own
Crimson-rimmed painting
With such recently shattered innocence
As coldly driven as a freshly paced sweat that could drizzle
Down a divergent block of melting ice,
With maddened expressions
Swirling like twisters
Through his heart-wrenching
Perception of those like blue eyed huskies
Destined to find the master it so
Thoroughly has sought after
For decades of waiting
Hopelessly waiting,
For the master to arrive.
Overwhelmed by past experiences
This man of the night
Drifts away into the memories
That kindly lies between the splattered paint
And his own desire to be heard.
Falling into this world beyond the painting door
The echoes of the faint voices
Scattered throughout these halls.
Remaining to fall
Some of these voices were recognized.
One was held so dearly to him,
Understanding that the dizziness of funnel shaped
Clouds began forming.
For the creator of the painting
What felt like hours could,
Merely be a matter of seconds
With sleep depravity clawing
At his boned skull
He continued to proceed
Until he found what he was looking for.
The voices of those who had come and passed
Slowly drifted away into a bitter nothingness
As this tiny passionate girl
Wrapped her arms around his scrawny waist
Tears showered down his nimble cheeks
And he realized that what he knew and what was received
Should never be wasted.
For the provocative hearts
Shall live once again
Reaped and broken was this stern man,
Salt stung his lips
And he was motionless.
“Daddy I miss you,” she cried.
On the inside this broken fool
This ill-tempered buffoon
Had nothing to say,
Weariness had been portrayed.
All the feelings of coldness
Found warmth among the breath of hope
Nothing compared to the exuberance of wanted
Desire among the founts of faith.
His weary heart felt as if lightning
Had struck fiercely deep within him
Thousands of voltage seeping through his skin
Decades of life coursing within his veins
He felt a jolt as if bound and shackled chains had escaped his grasp
Love itself showed no boundaries
Just to illuminate the world.
It shined breaking barriers of emotions
To seek refuge among this fair child.
Knowing only who he was
Yet to refrain from sayings
Without expressing the life he had once lived
His beckoning for her to know what
He had become
Moments would burn away her flesh,
The flesh he had just witnessed again.
How could he hold in so many words
For her youthful ears to comprehend?
She would never understand
The falsehood she was.
Remaining distances between heartless and salvation,
Hurt was never an option to perceive
No endless love could repudiate
What his love, or understanding of this word
“Love” itself couldn't explain.
What lies have been repeated in vein,
Yet with courage to meet strength in the darkest of times
He weakly tumbled to the dirt which were painted black as decay
With the faintness of a whisper he cried:
“I’ll be with you soon, just hold on tight.”
Gravely her grasp slipped away
To where he was now
Every living creature could listen
To the sound of silence
That shouted through the paintings door,
Opportunity wasted away
At the man of the night
Falling out of his droopy hands
Like an rotting babe left at the footsteps
Of an orphanage among the waste,
Where prosperity will never be noticed.
As the gazing on the painting slowly
Fades into deaths row
This man of the night
Suffocates from the heart of breathlessness
Motionless with only a smile remaining.