I know now that you see no "we"
This time atleast I'll expect where the wound might be
Hurry, make it quick, so I might thread nerves,engage my flesh, and sew it up tight
I may shriek and ache of pain
But atleast I won't bleed all night
My heart pulses of dried black sillouette tar
Right here, make this your target
Right beside this bulging scar
Hit me quick
I've thought of all this and now I'm expecting it
Everyday I wonder when you'll release the blade your hand shrivels and grips so firm
Sweetheart I've known you've had it out this long term
It's not your fault you can't love a chained heart trapped from wall to wall
Now please, do hurry, I'm afraid I'd begin to fall
Many times before I was blinded and jabbed by words so passionate
In the end, alone, it was me who was compassionate
Why are you so pleased to watch me suffer, I beg of you to be humane
What do you mean you'll stay here in my acitic rain?
You can see past my antagonizing insanity?
Even if you get caught up in my chaotic calamity?
No, I was wrong...you caught me off guard
tearing me slowly shard by shard
For now I see you watch me bleed
I swore it was a rose I had seen
You waited til my walls had come down
Out of all the murderers lurking my mind you take the crown