My hypocritical being

Gets battered by the hardships of life.

On a downward spiral,

Slowly ruining myself.

Karma's a bitch,

And depression hurts.

The only thing that I thought would help

Is hurting me too.

I regret the things I did in life

To make others hurt.

The moments that I watched people cry

With a vindictive smile.

I'm sorry for the times I lacked emotion and sympathy

As someone next to me hurt.

Now I hurt,

And hurting hurts.