There are so many things I want to say

So many thoughts that never get the light of day

After all these years it starts to eat away

WHY DIDN'T I SAY IT

WHY DID I DO THAT

WHY WON'T THESE VOICES IN MY HEAD GO AWAY!

I try to change up my day to day

Nevertheless it ends up the same

And I'm left alone with this unbearable pain

Contemplating everything that went wrong in my day

Luckily there's a way to make all of these problems go away...

That often leaves people in dismay

But then I think to myself what's the point anyway

These feelings will come and go

I'll look back and laugh because of how much I've grown 

The future will be better for you, you'll see

And just like that the voices in my head dissipate and I drift away

Untill I ultimately get thrown back into my destructive cycle the next day.