Dancing in private in a secret place.
Looking for ways to win this race.
Thoughts of the mind,
Tick tock with time.
Fear of my very own strength.
Wondering if I will go the length.
Where are the magic potions?
Lack of courage
Leads to unavoidable baggage.
Dread the reality of my fear.
In the future, what will I hear?
Will words do me well,
Or will I be living hell?
Fear of negative unwanted value,
Worry of disappointment from you.
All the while,
On the outside I smile.
I must not let my weakness be scene.
I know their opinions may be mean.