The Realest Thing I've Ever Wrote
Maybe you're proud of me
Who I grew to be
Ingenuity, influenced by your eulogy
Remembering our memories
Like they were movie scenes
We both went through shit
All these people bullshitting me
I admit, I guess I'm fooling myself too
All of this, I just wish I could tell you
They say life moves fast
I never thought that yours
Wouldn't have lasted
The dirt hit me
A casket
Teardrops
I promise I'll let you know when the pain stops
I wish I could run to a place where the rain stops
And everybody is on that it'll get better shit
I'm hearing but not listening
Acting like they're interested
My days get darker
So this liquor gets poured up
I can't bear it when your name gets brought up
I was your girl, I kinda wished you knocked me up
So I could hold our son
And talk you up.