Realizing
You painted me out to be desperate
But theres a difference between desperation and being hopeful
I waited for you because I was hopeful not desperate
I was hopeful for us but I didn’t need us to workout
You excited me but I never relied on you
I dreamed about you but you weren’t my everything
You were important to me but you weren’t the sun of my universe
You weren’t the best thing that happened to me but you were up there
I took my time with you which is something I don’t usually do
But you went worth my time
You made me miserable and lonely
Which maybe I am
But thats definitely not because of you
You can’t take credit for that too