self denial
i feel the grip of anger get hold of me whenever i cant achieve what society expects from me
i hear a hundred voices shouting to my conscious from the underneath
my abilities an capabilities are washed by what other people think
and i accept,let everything they say be,im stupid thats what my self see
i try to survive in being and although i do suicide have be committed inside me
potential washed from the shores of my thoughts to the deep sea
everything that i can do and that i cant do i consider it a deadly sin
i have denied the being the soul in me an let them all press any key in my life on my very own will
like a mouse they hold controls me
they will defines me
they rights judges my will
they strengths points my weakness
and their success questions my skills
and all that makes them define me and i allowed them cause i cant still accept me
i cant accept that im that shy dude from the street who dad cant pay electricity bills so i have to wish i was will son
cause my brother does the gang banging i have to loose some......(to be continued)