Can it be changed? mended? altered?
Do i worry? bite? tap?
Feel miserable? uninterested? Still?
But why do I do this?
But why do I waste my energy being sad, mad, uncomfortable, upset?
Do i tell myself to be happy? excited? inspired?
Am i just okay? whatever? fine?
Can this be changed? fixed? Offset?
It is time for me to do this.
Reassure myself that I am happy, content, strong, resilient.
Focus on myself and my capability to reach, not my inability to get there.
You make me miserable?
Or rather, I let myself make me miserable.
BUT NOT ANYMORE.