i feel as if those silencing thoughts mean

no more than a whisper in the rain,

because the rain can be so loud

and whispers have no choice but to fade away.

fade away.

like every atom that makes up my worldly body.

i will change.

i will not let your metallic half smile blur my vision.

lifeless mumbles are rising from me and

i can almost feel them pushing through.

in

all

honesty, i might not change.