She... and He... Grahhhh!!!!!

I'm in a world of pain
My best friend and my... ah!
I can't stand this vain
"Are you okay" Well yeah
My heart just snapped
And my friend is a dick
While I just rapped
Up my rage until I pick
A way to let it out
Without hurting you
So I just sit and pout
Avoiding questions one and two
I don't want to yell
Or scream or ruin our friendship
But I need to see this hell
Cause this life of mine just bliped

How could you do that to me
You knew how I would react
And yet you still let it be
Okay with you and act
Like it was all okay to do!

Still I'm not mad
I just threw it out
Every little word that was bad
My mouth won't shout
Until the day comes
When I just snap
And my mouth runs
Like a trap
On a mouse or a rat
So I thought I'd write this rap
So hopefully my mouth doesn't flap
And hurt you
Cause I can't stand the thought
Of being alone without you
Even though you betrayed
My trust and shit
I'm glad you told me and paid
The price for it
Early on while I died
On the inside I remained calm
For you I tried
But I'm still lying in your palm.

How could you do that to me
You knew how I would react
And yet you still let it be
Okay with you and act
Like it was all okay to do!

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