While suffering from depression

my mind is eiher constantly moving or completely blank,

but when I see you my mind is at peace.

There's always so many things I want to say

or do

but when I am with you I forget it all

I just want to look at you breathtaking beauty

all day. All of my questions slip from my mind and

all I think of is my undying love for you and my need to express it

but still nothing can come out. It's so hard to control now.

I want to jump into your arms and kiss all over your face. But instead

I stay quiet in my shell like always, quite but still

vunerable. If only you could

show at least a little affection-maybe

even an exchange of an endearing look-

I could open back up to you.

Just help me find the words

to explain this feeling. Instead

I just look at you in this odd yet comfortable

silence.