Silence I am no more

I kept silent haunted by my self the past In pain, I once was recalling a voice that was once home mama are you there? "Shh... they'll hear I can't let them in." don't cry, cry no more child you are strong" "I know not what you see, mama In the mirror only I see ugliness Why Create,a monster like me? I exist as a mockery of life they know, I know Mama, I'm different" "yes,you are" "But you are not weak" "You are strong" "Alone I am. ma" Can't you see? no one to hold my little hand tell me sweet things tickle my heart maybe just maybe id feel alive, ignited full of passion. Yet i still sit in the chair empty I am dreaming of happiness