I can't see the walls anymore, Its dark and I am alone

It getting harder and harder to breath, I feel like im 30,000 leaks under the sea

but you just walked passed me in the hallway, you called me a mean name, and you didnt see me cry this time

Im sorry I existed I dont remeber asking for this but Im here now. 

I cant see the walls Its dark and I am alone

Its getting harder and harder to breath, I feel like I've been buried 30,000 ft underground and Im still alive

I had a bad day at school, I walk inside, and you yell my name and tell me to clean up or else.

you say rude hurtful things about me,and my friends, but see them and smile as if you loveunconditionally to all.

I am sorry I existed I dont remeber asking for this but Im here now.

I cant see the walls Its dark and I am alone

Its getting harder and harder to breath, I feel like I  weight down to the earth. with 30,000Ibs on my shoulders.

I see the skies and so blue, I see a knife in my hand, A gun under the bed, and some rope in the shed,

I see a funeral service and another young teen put to rest, long before their time. 

I am sorry I didnt save you but Im here now.....but Im too late