Solitude

Location

I came here alone, others are apparitions.

Strangers to mother's.
Opponents to father's.

Siblings are apparitions.
Friends are apparitions.
Lovers are apparitions.

Others are nothing but holes in my world.
I want to control.
Let me control my world.
I created it.
I can choose what I want.

Do not obstruct me.
Support me or leave.
Obstructing me from my total control.
If you can not follow, then perish.

I am worthy.
I am strong.
Not to you.
Only to myself.

Remember,
Worship,
Praise.

Do I want that,
yes.

I am not your god.

I
Am
My
Own
God.

I choose to in solitude
for it is the worst punishment
to be alone with me.

Comments

Rentazilla

solitude is fine

solitude is grand

but solitude alone? 

that is a bit bland. 

 

I enjoy a comfy silence, sitting with another

reminiscing in my head with comfort of a brother. 

a Sister whos flesh is warm and whose heart is beating

understands my need for silence and holds me without bleating.

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