Staring at my doppelganger
Hey, how are you? Are you fine? Good? What-
My mind would cut off the constant thoughts in my head
With every oppurtunity that presented itself
I use to neglect the thought of any success
Insecurties are deeply rooted in the soul
it entwines our greatest weaknesses and creates a catastrophe on the inside
I say doppleganger because when I use to stare at myself i'll see a stranger
I wasn't, I never, I couldn't
The progess of growth was halted by my inconsistency of moving forward
However, staring at my doppleganger in the mirror gave me a dawning relization
What is life without acknowledging thyself?
What is life when I'm moving through the motions like a cloud?
I was dead on the inside and never acknowledged the potential I have inside
My reflection use to mock me but I didn't back down
I am, I witness, I captured the essence of me
The enemy, the biggest evil, was me
With every power I could muster I shatterd the glass in my mind
and created a beautiful perfect picture of myself
I am thankful for living life as I opened my eyes towards the bigger picture
Staring at my doppleganger helped, I now no longer stare at a stranger
I am better in the most way, I helped myself and picked myself up
Actually living is a given, I'm starting this new year with literally the new me