Storm
A storm rages in the depths of the emotions I bury
It lingers as the avoidance persistently accumulates
Eventually there is no room left to disregard the
Damage Hurt Emptiness
Causing the pain to thrive uncontrollably as the flood gates open
Its intention is to drown me until I can no longer
Breathe Move Function
Because that’s when anxiety strikes with fear
That’s when I’m afraid to look at myself
Because the lighting reveals everything I forced myself to
Forget Avoid Ignore
I lose myself in the suffocating waters of denial
As the underlying truths expose themselves
I float in this abyss numb to all
Feeling Emotion Sensation
The only thing loud enough to hear is the rolling screams of thunder
Warning me of dangers that lurk in the distance
The only thing I see is the scars left behind from my abandoned mistreated
Soul Life Entity
I suffer
The icy waters turn me numb from its sharp discomfort
The emptiness overpowers my desire to survive this anarchy
I feel nothing for what once pierced every cell of my body
I won’t be
Me Alive Breathing
Until the storm settles
Only when the water retreats will the sun shine in the midst of my
Chaos Confusion Madness
Only then will I start to feel whole again
Only then will I start to heal