Letting you in was like letting the alcohol rinse inside the alcoholic's mouth

Dangerous, toxic, and satisfying

You kept hurting me, taking advantage of the love I had given

I was broken and used up

The love never turned into hatred, but I was exhausted 

You were pushing me away and pulling me back in

But I had enough

I learned to love myself way more than I have loved you

You have been the best thing that has ever happened to me

Because I know now how beautiful I can be without someone like you