take me as i am
i dread the break of dawn
with it it brings heat ache
i wonder what i did wrong
to deserve the disapproved look
the piercing insults you hurl at me
don't you ever tire from it all?
do you ever think of yourself?
when you were in college
that cute boyfriend your class?
i am at that position now
but now i am a mother to be
expectant with hope and love.
i might be a fat tennager now
but in three months i will be back
looking all lean and young again
she hurts when you speak ill of her
she might be kicking when you yell
cry when you insult me in public.
but she is my treassure
the gift from my maker
i will not quit school
the glares i can withstand
pregnancy is not a disease
but a blessing in disguise,
you might see me as a slut
but i was raped on my prom
you might point your fingers
but in me rests an angel
give me my space and time
and treat me like i deserve