Tears That Swallow You Whole
I may say that I'm bold
Or that my spine is made of steel
But deep inside
A pit so big
It makes the world so unreal
The rot that I feel
From the smallest jab
The pain inside could make me explode
It's like this every time
Even though I wish it wasn't so
I don't like the feeling
So I wish it away
Keep the tears inside
And wait for tomorrow
Why does this pit continue?
Even when I though I had filled it
Why is it the same?
Every time it feels like I'm the one to blame
I probably am
I should know this by know
I don't do anything worth while
I should know by know that I'm useless
And that I always make people mad
I should know by now
That I should try harder
And do what I said
Sometimes the pit reopens
And I feel like dying
Sometimes I sit
Holding the axe
Looking down at the world I wish to leave
Why are their days?
When I can't even breath
The suffocation that comes from pain
Is worst than drowning in ones own breath
Breathing is a sin
For those who believe they're no longer needed
What's worst than a pain that drowns you?
And keeps you alive at the same time
The air gets thick
Forcing it's way in
Only to rip open the bubbles along the throat
Filled with sharp needles
Even though you can feel the crushing tickles in your nose
The spears in your heart
And the things that feel like they're tearing you apart
Why can't you go
Those few more inches
That would stop the pain
And give peace the those still living?
Why can't you do one thing right
And stop the need for anger?
What good are you
If you still exist?
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