I sit here lost in the world 

of a book

I put out that I do not wish to be bothered

But you and your friends 

must not get the message

 

You come straight over

and I try to ignore you

I really do

But you all are relentless

 

And I finally snap

and yell and scream and cry

you all sneer, satisfied you got me to lose my cool

 

And as you leave you don't know how lucky you are

Because I was still holding back

I was still keeping hold of all my anger

 

instead of screaming i could have knocked your teeth out

instead of crying I could have given you a black eye

instead yelling i could have knocked the air out of you lungs

You see i could have caused you great pain

 

But i didn't because i can hold back

because you are not wroth that kind of trouble

and sometimes i have to wonder

is life so bad that you have to pick on a defensless girl?

is all your lives so bad that you have to pick on the defensless?

Or do you just enjoying testing a persons patience

until they finally snap, and unlike me don't hold back.

 

For now you think you have the power

but one day you'll meet something bigger and badder than you

and then where will you be?