the thoughts of a girl who tries to make herself look happy but puts up walls so that no one can get close enough to see her true colors

look at me 

my outfit is trendy and preppy

my smile always reaches one ear to anther

LOOK AT ME

look at my shoes

my hair,tied back high as the sky in a ponay tail

look AT mr

look at my skippy gait

hear my constant giggles 

just dont lok int my eyes...

please keep away from my eyes...

blue landscapes...uncharted and barron

dont see through my lies 

dont discover the darkr

please be ignorant enough to believe the act

 

no

wait 

no

NONONO

dont look at me...please...

please stay away from me

youre different from the rest...you have the power

you can see 

i know it 

look away  please 

you understand too much 

youll unearth my scars

and my fears

i wont lok hapy in your eyes anymore

my costume ive worked so hard on will be soiled in your eyes

PLEASE GOD DAMN IT LOOK AWAY

AND DONT EVER GET TO CLOSE TO ME AGAIN

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