As I lay here in this dark room,
music low, eyes closed, mind drifted.
I can't help but think of you.
Your laugh. You smile. Your touch.
I miss you so much.
Happy when I'm with you,
not so much when you're away.
I'm waiting for the day you'll be able to stay.
Hearing your voice is my main obsession,
feeling your touch is just a plus,
but I need to figure out what's best for us.
Conflict of the heart isn't my speciality,
but finding out what makes you happy can be.
I need you to help me though,
I can't do this on my own.
But the last thing I want is to end up alone.
I don't want to lose you.
What we have, what we've built.
I've grown something for you,
I hope you can say you have too.
I'm not able to give you what you want just yet.
My morals and values won't let me.
I'm worth it, I am and I like you I do,
but it might be time to say adieu.
It's getting harder as the days go by,
my happiness starts to subside.
but you never seize to amaze me,
and remind me that we can't let this die.
What's going to happen?
What are we going to do?
Our future depends on you.