Torn
Tugged
Two sides
Pulling
Each wanting me for their own
They try to get along
For my sake
But they do not know
They do not see
What it does to me
How am I supposed to choose?
They say I am not
I do not have to
But they are hurting themselves for me
And in that
They are slowly killing me
I am being ripped apart
For how can I pick between two of the people
I love the most?
I can’t fucking do this
But I have to
For I cannot choose
And to back out of this situation
I must choose
I am trapped
Trapped in something I cannot do
It haunts me every moment
Every dream
Every thought
It is there
Torn two ways
Split down the middle
Leaving none for me
I want to cry
But the tears are not there
They are in my heart
And it is not with me
I have split myself to balance the scale