Tribute to Shane Koyczan
I have been a fan of Shane Koyczan for quite a while now. So I'm going to try and combine all his works and throw some of mine in there with it.
I hope this goes well.
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When I was a kid
I hid my heart under my bed
Because my mom said
"If you're not careful someone is going to break it"
Take it from me
Under the bed isn't the best of hiding places
I know because I've been shot down so many times
I get altitude sickness when I stand up for myself
I could fill a book shelfwith everyway they told me not to play
Whether I was picked last for basketball, or everything
Because maybe I didn't belong in a group of a clique
Because I brought broken teeth and bruises to show and tell
Because I can hold my ground, and tried to stand up to bullies the best I can
But failed miserably
I didn't tell anyone because I didn't want anyone to worry
Or to know
It's not like they're care anyways
But even if they want to bury me beneath the ground I stand on
I stay firm because I have to believe they were wrong
I have to
Why else would I be here?
We grew up cheering on the underdogs because we saw ourselves in them
Because we knew that it's alright
Ask me about anything
Tomorrow
For next week
Or next year
But you know I'll be here
To pick you up, dust you off and keep moving because trust me I'm going to need you
And I'll be standing there under your exit that is the first door past the finished line marked exit
Giving you flowers and saying you made it
This is the class of you made it
We are graduating from this class
Telling those people who used to say that rhyme about sticks and stones when we grew up
Saying that names will never hurt us
Of course they hurt us
But out lives will forever be a balancing act
One part cruelty
99 parts beauty
And you,
You are beautiful
You can withstand any power that comes your way
Even if you fingers get broken and molded into the cement
Let no one
No matter how close to you
No matter if it's yourself
Let them push you down
And if they do
You will get up, dust off, and you will shine
Gleam
For the unseen vicitims of bullies and the broken
who live like magic lamps within a demons
Like genies waiting to grant wished of violence when rubbed the wrong way
Because hate grows up too soon
So shine with all your might when the bad news comes
Shine when you see the mistakes you've made
So you can slowly see them spark into possibilities
For this is where all the debts paid for sevitiude are being taxed
Where the fates of other contries are being faxed to phone lines tapped by goverments
Who try with everything they have to send soliders of relief
And the belief that you be okay
But maybe believing isn't enough
Maybe we need to believe in ourselves to make a difference
To get a better mirror
And if you don't see change
Stare a little longer
Look a little closer
Because there is something inside you that made you keep trying
Because despite everyone who told you to quit
You built a cast around your heart
And YOU signed it
You signed it
"They were jealous"
Because anyone who picked on you was jealous
Jealous because they forgot it was okay
To need okay
It was okay
To be scared
So when you see someone like that
Hug them
Because all this is just debris
And smile
Because you're the one that will have a good day
Smile
Because you're happy
Smile because
You're you
And you
My friend
Are absolutely perfect the way you are