With friends it’s all fun and games

By myself its nothing but pain

Scared to take a chance

On the outside I’m bold

My feelings are all cold

Hiding the truth that will never be told

Scared to show the world who I really am

Will I be accepted?

Will they all laugh?

Is this really the right path?

Questions question so many questions

All of many that will never be answered

I’m a role model to many

I’m a tower many look up too

On the outside I’m perfect, can do no wrong

But on the inside my tower is leaning about to fall

I can never let them know who I really am

My feelings I must cram

Down the endless black pit

That gets bigger and bigger

Each and every day of

My two faced life.