With friends it’s all fun and games
By myself its nothing but pain
Scared to take a chance
On the outside I’m bold
My feelings are all cold
Hiding the truth that will never be told
Scared to show the world who I really am
Will I be accepted?
Will they all laugh?
Is this really the right path?
Questions question so many questions
All of many that will never be answered
I’m a role model to many
I’m a tower many look up too
On the outside I’m perfect, can do no wrong
But on the inside my tower is leaning about to fall
I can never let them know who I really am
My feelings I must cram
Down the endless black pit
That gets bigger and bigger
Each and every day of
My two faced life.