That Type Of Love

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I don't want devastating love 

So forget Olivia Pope and her definition of love

I want simple, genuine, unadulterated love

I want  my love to not be complicated

I want my love to be practical

I want my love to be special

I want my love to be realistic

I want my love to have me feeling good

Not bad or sad,

Not crying every three seconds or every minute

out of the day.

I want love that let's me laugh.

That let's me be myself

I want love that comprehends me

I want love that sees me for who I am 

I want love to let me know, that it's okay being me

even when me isn't so good.

I want love that is not only special but is welcomed.

I want love that is mutual

I want love that is between me to another person

And between another person and I

I want love to be fantastic

I don't want a fairytale

I don't want a lie

I don't want something that isn't true

I don't want travesty that is a rollercoaster ride

It's up and down, and down and up and down and up and up and down, down, down, up.

I want my love to be fresh

I don't want my love to be fragile

I want my love to be confident

All I just want is simple, genuine,  solid type of  love.

I think I'll like that type of love

There's no such thing as clear,  refined love!!

Well let me tell you this:

My definition of  uncontaminated love is 

Love, that do not need to prove anything

I want my  undiluted love to be love that is the basic type of love

And it goes from basic to interesting

To a little bit more interesting to powerful

To dynamic and then BOMB!

I want my unpolluted love to be a real love

A love, love, love to love

I just want my pure love to be something I can be proud of

I don't have to wear my love on my shoulders

I should not have to feel as if I have to scream to the mountaintops

in order to express that this is my love

And maybe my love isn't sterling love

Maybe I love the fantasy of thinking of a filtered love

But I know my love is subtle yet organic

I don't have to go crazy or do something ill

And no it doesn't have to always be sweet and kind and awesome

But I would love for love to be like that

I want love that makes me smile whenever I think about it

I understand I have my ups and my downs and my craziness

And he have his ups and his downs

I don't want my love to be passive

I want to live off the high of it's own aggression

I want that simple, genuine,  sparkling love

I want that love to speak to me

I want that love to talk to me in the middle of the night when I can't go to sleep

I want that love that I can just call love up and say,

"Hi, love. How you doing?"

"What's going on? Are you thinking about me because I'm thinking about you."

I want that type of love were I can just send smiley faces, frowney faces or a 

exclamaciation point depending on my mood of the day

I want that type of love to be emotional and satisfactory

I want that type of love that receives a A in class

I want that type of love where I can talk deeply to not only 

about my personal issues but of the world

I want that type of love where we can sit down and we can have a

good conversation

I want that type of love where I smile and smile and smile so much until my freaking

cheeks hurt

I want that type of love where he understands, I understand, she understands

We all understand each other

 I want that untainted type of love were I don't have to hide my feelings

I want that type of love where we just go with the flow

I want that type of love were love puts his hands, his arms

around my body, caressing me slowly

I want that type of love where love whispers sweet nothings in my ear

I want that type of love where I can reach out and kiss 

And not feel as if love would step back and be exclusive

I want that type of love where love can say I love you

I want that type of love where no body understands us but

we understand each other

I want that type of love where it's me and you and you and I together right

here right now and hopefully in the future 

I want that type of love, love, love!

As we live in harmony

I want that type of love to love to love to love to live to love to light to love to hope to love to share to

love to be to love to love

I wonder if I'll ever get that type of love?

 

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