Could I say I like the pain
of seeing you with someone else?
Lets me know how wet the rain.
Drenched and hurt inside myself.
Looking into your eyes,
Drawing the curve of your lips,
Allowing you to milk me,
Until I feel empty.
Im incredibly guilty of loving too strong.
You'll say you wish I could be yours.
You're jealous and alone.
You want to be shared..
Cared for by someone who cares.
Unaware of the tears ive shed,
The whole heart that ive spared.
Detached it, dismantled.
Its been crushed, torn down and damaged.
Then I look into your lifeless eyes and I can see your soul.