eye wide, hoping
who am i?
i'm searching for the undiscovered
eyes covered by blind
blinds filled with lies
can no longer be heard.
suffocated behind my mind,
telling myself it'll be alright,
not accepting myself has eaten me alive,
the pain and wonder,
crawling out of my shell,
only longing to be held,
but well, hell, is the only thing that seems to exist,
and if i plan to make it to heaven i need to repent.
im still looking for myself,
behind these round framed glasses,
with a fragile heart.
underneath the suicide attempt.
and the scars that i've carved into my arm.
i'm still beautiful.
unique beyond compare.