Every text that I got
Every vibration I felt
About you is what I thought
& my heart just melt
The second I saw, it's not you,
my mind just blew.
I cannot stop thinking about you.
Either stay in my life as a queen,
Or just get out from it
But don't you dare stay in between
If you do so, I'd either die by fear of losing you
Or I'd die by joy of getting you.
But darling, that's your beauty it's nothing new
Of course you are an angel
But an angel of death
You give me life & take soul out of my body every second in fact
& you have no idea how much it hurts
Just cause of you I'm going through my worse.
It feels like it's a curse
But I'm still holding on, wanting to be your first.
I even tell myself it's alright, it's all gonna be okay
But these are just "word of hope" or some useless shits to say
I know it's not your fault that I've fallen for you, but it's not mine either.
I just don't want myself to end this up being a cheater.
But you're making these scars deeper
& there's nothing I can do but being weaker.
Indeed you gave me a whole new life
When I was in darkness & did not even want to survive
You brought me into light
You taught me how to fight
My life had never been that bright
Then you helped me to reach your height
& when I finally got there, you pushed me & did not even see what's right.
I fell down while looking into your eyes
They seemed so innocent but they always had a devil inside.