Unworthy Lies
Sovereign over my life I yusysys I usurped it in my own way Yet I failed myself every single day I can handle it, i surmised Yet I went on and on Buying into my own lies They came and went but always made a dent Getting to me, irritating my mind like a strident noise I heard His voice His promises His care for me I got this God, don't worry about me Never truly happy or never truly sad The temperance of my life had me stuck in between Me v. Myself was a vehement scheme I felt dead, foul, nasty, dirty I was too blind to see you were worthy Yet you saw past my shame and my guilt And showed me a way out of this cage I had built His gentle voice I finally adhered "I've been here all along and here I am still" His way, I thought, truncated my will Those lies still remained, vociferious in my head I had tried all else, yet my heart remained dead A variegated future is my biggest desire But all my life I had listened to the liar Somehow my mind was always in a tirade I finally had to admit, I finally had to quit I looked up to the One who gave His only begotten Son He died for me, and no I didn't deserve it But somehow he told me, "You were worth it"