Valle’ De Dahlia

As I piece the pieces together

I piece my heart back up as well

Because now I believe that I found someone

However this isn’t an easy road to walk

Because as I walk down this road alone &

I’m from far content from the place that I’m in

Even though I love the scenery & the grass

 Is looking pretty greener on this side

It’s not an appealing sight to see

It creates a glorious eye sore that is caused

By your stunning allure

And it’s not like we can go back and

Give back our receipt for another love story

Cause the one were making right now

Was only made in spite of the bitch that made

My heart the way it is, despite when my love is yours

It won’t be another female competing

Cause it’ll all be yours

You’re the one that I adore

And I can’t bear to look you in the eyes

All I can do is keep writing about you

And create lustful images in my lies

Are the ones that I told myself &

Now it’s me looking for another

To make up for the missing pussy & opened bottles of waters

And those waters are filled with some liquid substance

That can make this walk for your love

Even more long at my own expense

You don’t even care about me

You just say we’ll hang out just to go back

And switch it up

Like the setting from night to day

The long path will create time for me to

Reflect day to day on how I continue to

Make up these stupid fucking visions in my head

And then the images of you take over like a virus

I want to look at you & say that

You can have all of me

Just don’t forget to give me all of you

Because I’ve been looking around for awhile

Too many mistakes has been made

And too many art graves has been buried

It slashes through my body like an AK bullet

So I’m looking down this dark fucking road

Like damn where the fuck is my heart, who took it?

Because without it I’ll die but for you & just for you

Will I continue to get my feet wet sleeping on this morning dew;

As long as I don’t got to climb no mountain

Cause then we’ll just be going too far like

Trying to see a star in the city of Compton

As I walk down this gloomy Valle’ for you

I swallow my pride & follow the dark path

That path will lead to your magnificence image

As the path darkens

My heart is now lost in your Dahlia

It’s between where I want you & I don’t

But how do I determine what’s real

If that Valle’ is enclosed in darkness?

However it’s the very thing

That makes us who we are

We don’t just deny it, we embrace it

If you just look around and see that

You don’t have to isolate yourself

Just for one to find your heart

I’m so infatuated with you that I’m no longer

Interested with the joy of finding happiness

Maybe because my assumption is that when I find you

I’ll have everything that I’ll need

I could be wrong, but that’s not a chance I’m not

Willing to just blow past me

Like the trees in this dark Valle’

As my eyes are on the prize of reaching

The end of this dark Valle’

The midnight mist rises

The moon is full like my love for you

The wind grows & the mist dies

And I can use your company

Now I’m worried if you’re right person for me

I realized I’ve walked far into a place

Where I may not be able to find my way out

But if I never make it out

This is the shit I want to die for

So I’ll just keep marching like them

New Orleans men or I might fall in your curse

Like a man so deep into sin

Reaching into the devil’s hand like

Motherfucker you better give me something better

Because the pen I got in my hand is

Potent enough to restructure any weather

So I’ll continue to make my early grave with the fact that

I was born a young rebel

So there isn’t shit you can tell me because as

I look around and I can feel your presence around me

And I’m not intimidated by the obstacles you throw at me

In order to knock me off

My goal is to reach your Dahlia

Because when I do

I’ll have you but probably lose my soul

In the process

You may look at me like I’m crazy

Like am I really worth that much?

But let me ask you a question

Have you ever feared not loving some one?

So much that if you didn’t

That you’ll never be happy

If Jesus came to save us

Why can’t I come to save love &

Try to make you believe

That our love can soar?

Because baby Will Blake said

“No bird soars too high,

If he soars with his own wings”

So I’ll walk down this path

To soar with you one day

But life will force us to calm down

And I’m not interested in a season to season crown

Just wanting you to be around for when

I’m down and nothing I seem to do

Will make the ground softer or the time slower then

When I lay on you baby

Because what I will have is for you

I can be your comfort, your lover & your support

No other girl can come and take what’s yours

& I’ll be there soon to give you what

You’ve been looking for

Cause like when I tried to restore the past

You can see that act didn’t last

I guess what I want from you is to just be calm

Rethink the possible

With me being close to you

Will give you the art of something so deep

You can’t even dive into it & find an eternity ending

And these words I write will penetrate

Your heart like a dagger to an apple

………an apple that just for you.

- THE AMBITIOUS VISIONARY. IX