Sometimes I cant decide if

it was love that we had

or was it all just one big old lie 

that haunts me all the time 

I think about all the things

that you would say or do

to make me cry late into the nights 

Oh, how your voice makes its way 

in to a powerful storm ,

I once believed you could make

all my dreams come true. 
but how could this be ? 
You hurt me so bad

you left me out to bleed

for the world to see,

this old pain you left me in

had last all these years

I tried so hard to get you out of my mind

but your voice keeps coming back

look what you have done to me?

I stay up late at night

litening to the crying wind

the sound of the wind takes me back

time and time again

to a place I tried to rerace from my mind,

I could never Love another

no matter if I tried

I told myself you had taken me down

into a great fall

Now it is time for me to see

the paintings on the wall,

Tears are starting to rolling down my eyes

because I can see

your eyes looking back into mine

in darken dreams 

Oh , how your memories make me scream .

 

Poetic Lilly Emery (c)