What does going through a breakup
and being cheated on
and being betrayed feel like?
It feels like I have to wake up every
morning with a smile on my face and
not say anything in fear that I’ll be viewed
as that crazy ex.
It feels like I have to suck up all of the
built up tears every time I see his
lying ass face so I can look like I
just don’t give a damn.
It feels like a scream inside you that
just won’t come out and grows into this
cancerous lump that you can’t get rid of inside
of your throat.
But he says that I should just move on.
But he says that he’s sorry.
“We should be friends.”
So he can lie to me without a title
and disrespect me without a title
and go for the girl he always wanted anyways
but hid in fear that I would speak up
like any strong woman would.
Like any weak man would do.