I was eating with my favorite fork today.
I was having this delicious meal and
I had a spoon in the bowl so
I didn't have to go back and get one during the meal.
I am not sure what happened but
I was eating with my favorite fork today and
I lifted it up with the food on its tips and
I watched as the spoon leapt out of the bowl and fell.
I watched it tumble.
I watched it spill.
I watched it, even though it was clean.
I noticed how clean it was.
I sat there quietly and then
I felt desperate tears run off my cheek and
I shook visibly for no reason and
I burst into tears.
I still don't understand why
I cried but
I sat there on the side of the bed and
I sobbed three times over.
I think it's because
I felt the standards fall and
I felt the pride
I should have held fall.
I know it is weird
I know it is the weirdest thing.
I don't understand it why but
I hope it's nothing important.