What Constitutes Insignificance?

I have to go to college because it's expected.

There's no alternative.


So yeah, I'll sign up for calculus and physics.

I'll take the SAT twice.


Does it matter that I don't give a shit about math and science?

That I don't give a shit about anything?


I'm unmotivated.


Life is bullshit.


Everything is pointless,

but no one knows I feel this way.

I tell them that school is a waste of my time and they laugh along with me,

but I'm being serious.


I don't care,

but I'll maintain the facade,

act like the model student, stick my nose in a book, and plaster a smile on my face when college acceptance letters come in.


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