I have to go to college because it's expected.
There's no alternative.
So yeah, I'll sign up for calculus and physics.
I'll take the SAT twice.
Does it matter that I don't give a shit about math and science?
That I don't give a shit about anything?
Life is bullshit.
Everything is pointless,
but no one knows I feel this way.
I tell them that school is a waste of my time and they laugh along with me,
but I'm being serious.
I don't care,
but I'll maintain the facade,
act like the model student, stick my nose in a book, and plaster a smile on my face when college acceptance letters come in.