what i say to you when i turn my skype on mute
what am i doing with you
i know you cant hear me saying this
and i know you never will but
i cant tell the landscape from a back drop at the moment
the lines between reality and my mind are blurring
and i just cant tell what is real
and what i want to believe
i feel like this is all all a dream
that I'm trying to cover the bitterness in my heart
with the artificial sweetener of your kiss
but if this isn't real then
why do i forge that I'm in pieces
when you put your arms around me
why does my concience seem clean
when you taint my innocence
and why do i feel so complete when I'm with you
but so empty when i see him