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What I Want You To See

 
The masks we wear are carefully crafted
 
by those around us and the ways they've acted. 
 
The color depicts a story untold 
 
my thoughts and memories both warm and cold.
 
The expression is the face I wish them to see
 
an illusion, a distraction to hide what's beneath.
 
If my true self is bold, confident, and brave
 
I'm arrogant and selfish and far too vain. 
 
If my true self is sad, a lonely affliction
 
then all I am is a girl seeking attention. 
 
My mask is me: adaptive and shifting,
 
to show a person, far more befitting.
 
Underneath is someone confusing, too self aware
 
a burden others should not have to bare.
 
My colors would be too many and always changing,
 
My expression inconsistent, the previous erasing.
 
You see me but only what I allow you to see
 
all in order to live in this biased society.  
 
 
 
 
 

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