I wish when I smiled, I meant it,
I want my laugh to sound carefree like it did before,
I need to be the center of the picture;
so that I know I wont be the one on the outside.
I miss the way I used to be,
But I'm trying
I miss feeling healthy, so I've started working out,
I need to feel wanted, so I only talk to people who bring out my best.
I want to go to college, so I set out time to apply for scholarships to make it.
And lastly I wish to be a better influence in the world;
so that when I smile, I mean it.