What Looks Is Not Always What Is
You’re tapping your foot on vinyl flooring
The sound echos in the silent classroom
Not wanting to cause any attention, the nervous tick stops
You look around
People seem relaxed, not nervous at the task at hand
The thought of presenting in front of the class makes you stress even more
It doesn’t seem like a big deal
Soon, eyes will notice your every action, ears hearing the shake of your voice
“This isn’t a big deal”, runs through your mind
“Everyone has to do this”
But the moment leading up to it is the part you always dread
You know that after it’s over, you’ll realize you were being nervous for nothing
But still…
Then it’s your turn
You stand up
Your heart’s beating fast that you don’t know if you have one anymore
You notice how the classroom got quiet
You present as you’re supposed to
And while you’re up here, mind as well give it your all
And then
The moment passed quickly as you knew it would
Sitting back down
You feel accomplished
With a clearer head you look around again
You see that you weren’t the only one
People who haven’t presented yet replay what you felt moments ago
What was there to be nervous for?
They look at you as if they envy how easy you made it seem
Oh, how they were wrong.