Why do I write?
That's a great question
I want to feel like I am a blessing
Instead of being treated less than
By the woman who brought me into this world
She doesn't care and often say that I'm not a little girl
I want you to be around
I want you in my life
I want you to be there teaching me what's wrong and right
But you left me, high and dry
I text you and I receive no reply
I often ask Why
Like why do you treat me this way?
You have no answer and pretend that everything is ok
You are not affectionate
No "I Love You's or I Miss You"
When I'm over 600 miles away
I didn't receive a call
Wondering if I made it in safe
I am curious if you want to erase me
I don't get any support or love from you
But it's okay
I will be successful and make it anyway
I wish you were here
I wish you were by my side
I want my MOTHER to here along the ride
But I continue to smile
Continue to hide my feelings and face
Just know that I Love You and no one can take your place.