Wondering Who Am I?
Sometimes I wonder inside of myself
Why do I say this, what did I mean?
Honestly inside myself
I don’t know who I am
Or why I am here in this awful place
I try to make myself believe that it will
Forever be okay
THough inside my heart,
I know that this will never be true
Realizing what I have done to myself
Realizing what others have done to me
Realizing what I have done to others
Not wanting to let people see
Who I really am
The real me is a person that no one would care to know
Run away Run away is all I feel everyday
Run away from myself, from the inside of my mind
Run away from others who want to know the inside of my mind
Though they will never truly know
Because I do not even know myself
I need to know who I am
He needs to know who I am
Does he love me for me?
Or who he thinks I am?
The person I pretend to be
Is the person that he fell in love with
The person I am is a person he has never seen
I love him with all of my heart
And want to show him “me”
I am afraid of what he will say when he realizes that I am not me