I wake up, 5 am as usual
I get ready for the torture ahead
I arrive at school
I walk down the hall to my first class
I sit down
I think to myself - What are they talking about?-
I hear their laughter
I hear their whispers
"LOOK! SHE'S TRYING TO FIT IN!"
I realized they were talking about me
I was wearing something new that day
I thought what I was wearing looked nice
I didn't realize wearing something I liked would cause so much trouble
I didn't understand what was wrong with my outfit
"POKE HER HAHAHA!"
"NO SHE MIGHT BITE!"
"EW WHY IS SHE EVEN TRYING SHE SHOULD JUST GO DIE!!"
"YEAH NO ONE LIKES HER ANYWAYS!"
"GO TELL HER!!!"
"YOU DON'T BELONG IN THIS WORLD, YOU SHOULD JUST GO AND KILL YOURSELF! NO ONE LIKES YOU ANYWAYS!"
I think to myself - Why me? What did I ever do to them? -
I didn't do anything wrong
I got up and left the classroom
I walk away and hear the whole class laugh
I wonder why the teacher didn't do anything
I want to die but I know if I hurt myself they win
I have to stay strong
I REFUSE TO SINK AND LET THEM WIN