The smiles don't stay,

they turn into tears. 

Happiness goes away

and I think of the first few years. 

Even though they're not for long

the laughs feel so worth it. 

Without him it'd feel wrong, 

I love him every minute. 

But if i chose to leave, 

would I be okay?

Because without him I cant breathe, 

but with him I feel the same way.