you break down
and you finally cry
you don't know what to do
you don't know how to handle it
you're confused
you don't know where you went wrong
you're upset
so you try to fix it
but you can't hold it in anymore
you're livid
you've been trying so hard
so hard to keep it together
so hard to keep going
so hard to not break down
to not go into labor
to not scream
to not cry
but the dam has broken
the tears come
and you scream
in pain
in anger
in frustration
you break down
and you finally cry