You kill me
It has been 5 months
since I slept,
even close to decently.
I cannot keep my mind
from racing.
There a race track in my head,
and your in the lead,
Blazing by every other person.
I can't even pay attention to the other racers.
You don't even care that your winning,
do you?
I don't even think
you know what you're racing for.
But you're in 1st place.
The prize?
It's my heart,
ripped from my chest,
plated with gold.
You've had the prize
this whole time.
The damn thing
practically has your name
on it.
I'm sitting here,
hoping that one day,
You'll love me like you use to,
and forgive me for my childish mistakes.
Because I love you
and I need you.
That doesn't mean much, though,
does it?
If you were blind,
I'd gauge out my eyes.
So you could see
If you wanted jewels,
I'd rob every store
and lose my hand,
like your average thief
I'd give you my breath,
if you couldn't breathe.
Which is ironic,
because you're suffocating me.
I can't breathe.
You're killing me
I guess its good,
that I'd give my life to you.
This is goodbye,
my love.